
Audio:
Your Very Own Way
.
.
.
Jas. Mardis is a 2014 Inductee to The Texas Literary Hall of Fame
Fabric and Leather Portrait Artist & Writer

Audio:
Your Very Own Way
.
.
.
Jas. Mardis is a 2014 Inductee to The Texas Literary Hall of Fame

The City of Dallas Aviation folks at Love Field Airport ain’t no joke! It was a pleasure to be your speaker today for the Black History Appreciation program. Not sure how many folks eventually got in the room, but let’s say 200 and shave off the edges!
This event allowed me to reach 50 displayed artworks at the same time in the same City! Of course, I didn’t get pictures of the full display of quilts 🤨. The folks flooded in as soon as I got set up. These 4 quilts were my talk focus: Social Commentary Thru Fabric Art.
Now, I’d like to claim that my fabric art and poetry had these folks dancing, but…
It’s just a cool visual to have folks dancing in front of your fabric works!








audio:Miss You Much
Miss You Much
sometimes
I miss you so much that
I retrace every other mere woman and girl back thru my heart
I recall the error of their kiss the yielding moment of their last breath into my mouth
I recant all of those restless declarations of love
I slit my tongue. I weep. I moan. I return to a fetal pose. I re-die to them.
sometimes
when I am unable to lay your old touch asunder
when there is so much of you in the air that I breath in sips and get dizzy
when a fever rages in my bones as though I am leaving my own flesh
when so much of what I want is found in stories of moments with you
I slit my tongue. I weep. I moan. I return to a fetal pose.
sometimes
the most pleasure that I can manage is the remembrance of your “yes”
the chime of my mantle clock gathers me back to when you stood bare at the fire
the ring tone for you on someone else’s phone revives your first, “Hey, Babe”
the way that I try to love others makes them cower and leap from my bed
I slit my tongue. I weep. I moan.
sometimes
well past bedtime I do not lay still against your long absence from my life
well beyond my reach your laughter rides every gust of wind until it reaches my heart
well after I am soaked and awash in tears and aloneness I apologize …again
well into the days of living on without you the thought is foolishness to my soul
I slit my tongue. I weep.
sometimes
there is everything and nothing left to say between us
there is my hand on the phone with your number dialed and knowing that you are waiting
there is every little thing bringing me back to my side of town there is your darkened door
there is the distance being closed by looking at our pictures on my screen
I slit my tongue…
.
.
.
Jas. Mardis
(8/6/2015)
Jas. Mardis is 2014 Inductee to The Texas Literary Hall of Fame and is the Editor of KenteCloth: Southwest Voices of the African Diaspora (UNT Press) and a Pushcart Prize winner for Poetry.

South of Eden
.
.
Sometimes
I have to be reminded
So, the rain comes flashing through
pouring life from on high
where the clouds have grown gray and fat
with what someone once said were
“The tears of the devil’s wife”
who was being spanked
and I’m reminded
when all is done
by how glorious and green the world turns
after being drenched and drained of its’ dullness
by the rain
and I’m reminded
by the copious pages of grasses turned again
toward the verdant sheets of green
stretching ever so fully
‘cross the fields and vacant lots
forever sprouting skyward into the heads of trees
sliding with elegance into the valleys and
over the hills
then climbing the ivy against the walls of lattice work and brick
and window trim
and I’m reminded
by how clear and blue and calm
the rain turns the sky
of how sacredly calm the earth’s beauty
can pulse the human blood
and excite the body toward passions long forgotten
of how one simple gaze of
grasses and tree tops turned back to green
and leaves reclaiming their reds and yellows
and the beige and white of buildings pulling up from the ground
the ground churning the brown dust and dirt and earth
into a thing of beauty
like the wide eyes of a woman ready to love
and I’m reminded
by the early morning/late evening smells of that dirt
that earth sectioned off by garden fences
that earth
peeled back against itself into the frenzy of a mound
that earth
and the smell of it all
streaking through the air and finding the nostrils
sparking the heart and the memory
reminding
me to never forget the early mornings of my youth
when the open window brought me this same
fresh-earth aroma
and awoke me to it
so that I’d stumble to that window and look out
into my Mother’s garden
with the tall, green stems bending under the tomato’s growth
while swollen stalks of okra and peas watered the mouth
and branches of pecans and plums and persimmons
rallied their growth against our crunch of apple-pears
in their shade
and watermelons burst under the force of their juices
and sometimes I need to be reminded
that I am south of Eden
with her garden growing dense with promise and remembrances
and I open my mind’s eye to the beauty of it all
and make a wish on never forgetting to know
something this wonderful
is just a rain away
.
.
.
Jas. Mardis
KenteCloth: Southwest Voices of the African Diaspora
Page 62 University of North Texas Press 1997

.
.
. (Oh, well…)
Jas. Mardis
(I Eye–audio)
I, Eye
certainly
there is some other way of naming your attraction
some other ways
of counting out the names that I have given to your beauty
some simple method of calculating the hours spent remembering
all the joy
made possible simply and wonderfully by looking upon you
and knowing that
no other person or thing or moment on this old Earth
is ever going to bring me such a wonderful aching
until it returns comes back around knocks…enters…home
so,
tell me again how I first came to be in your eyes
dancing my old bones and flesh thru the sunset rivers of your stare
holding your browned, honey glazed look upon me
and being swallowed into your pupils as a precious light
just once more
say my name without opening your mouth
without parting your lips without any sounds at all
like you do on your pictures
taken from above your head from your camera’s phone
selfish selfies
with the whole world wanting to be part of such a moment
men and women themselves watching for their turn in your eyes
willing to settle for a moment of you thru a lens
wanting silent credit for capturing all of what you want just me to see
and moments later there you are
the distance miles of roads acres of grass and river waters
steps and tip-toed inches erased with a button’s push
and you
your eyes so brilliant and bright and beckoning me into that flash moment
your silliness your awakening into morning light your muscle work
spilling out from my phone
sighted suddenly like lonely sailors must have seen Mermaids
missing home watching dark water a noise
the glass eye raised to see whatever could it be
“Captain, my Captain…oh, my soul…”
.
.
Jas. Mardis (06/ 2015)
(4nomi/)
Jas. Mardis is a 2014 inductee to The Texas Literary Hall of Fame and Editor of KenteCloth: Southwest Voices of the African Diaspora, UNT Press